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Those feelings
that passion
Those emotions
that look

Feels like fire
burning inside of me
Feels like ice
pouring all over me

Something so wonderful
still has to wait
Something so dangerous
still stays pure

One moment
can change in a sec
One touch
can move the mountains

Still here
watching trough the window
staying behind the glass

Fire bursting out
Come help and put the fire down

Why are you fat? such a question..

Why are you fat? This question was asked from me today and it came out of the blue.. I was little bit shocked.. althou it was my luck ( I think) that the person asking this was a a girl in her early teens. But still.. Who want's to hear this and why asking.. hah.. I mean, kids they ask things.. and it's known that the truth comes out of the mouths of the children. Still, I didn't like hearing that question and I told here that here in Finland it's kinda insulting to even ask.. of course I could say that you know I am fat because I like to eat.. which is true.. but then I couldn't call myself fat.. Big yes, but fat, no. and I can tell you that currently I am losing kg's so that's good..

I think most of the kg's are leaving with the stress that I am having currently about finding the perfect exchange school place..
and I know, God will take care of things but I am eager to hear some news from my teachers and just find possibilities to share with them because then my school has to contact the school receiving..

Still enjoying my work placement and thinking that only 2 and a half weeks left.. that's crazy.. Days just fly pass by.. Summer is really coming.. althou my summer will be full of work.. I will have two weeks vacation at the end of August and now I am planning of what to do with that time.. Go to Redding or to Greece? :)

Today I was retaking my test and I was happy to see the questions and knowing that today I will pass.. I had some more knowledge in my brain.. :D I am so tired to write more clearly or pondering about things so today this blog is more about just getting everything out of my system what happened today and just feeling free..

good night.